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#Childhood

They told us about childhood. About laughter and scraped knees and pickup games of basketball on the street. About running around until the sun set, and knocking earnestly on the neighbor’s door on the first day of summer armed with grandiose plans and a brand-new bicycle. When the power went out, they tossed a couple of blankets onto the roof, and the whole family curled into the night, merely shadows, fingers wrapped around steaming mugs of hot cocoa. They whispered  tales - magical and spooky and extravagant - until they began to rock in their places, eyes desperate to sink into sleep. The stories were as fascinating as any fairytale. But where have they gone? They have slipped beyond the reach of our hands that now grasp thin air. But we do not try to pull back, hold tight back these memories of childhood. When the power goes out, we scramble - chargers, phones, laptops - and wonder how we will survive. Snatch battery packs off counters, thunder down the stairs in a fre...

Chapter 7: A Mad Tea-Party

I'm sitting at the dinner table, my fingers waiting on the keyboard. Not resting. Not sitting. Not poised, preparing for a rapid flow of beautiful words to spring out and blossom. Just waiting. Because frankly - I've never been good with introductions. I can say "hello" just fine - don't get me wrong. I can wave and smile and nod at my uncle's-second-cousin-twice-removed's-grandniece's-friend's-mother's-babysitter. (If you're curious where you would ever meet such a person, weddings are a good place to start. Or perhaps funerals. Or Costco. In my experience, Costco has everything. ) I can perform the superficial introduction, but I can never quite connect. Express. Understand that person, or have them understand me. And therein lies the issue. I'm sitting at a dinner table, my fingers waiting on the keyboard. Attempting to introduce myself not to some oddly specific relation, but to everyone and no one. To the fantastical, e...